Why?

Tuesday, March 23, 2010,11:12 PM

I don't really know why.... But I just can't seem to let go. I though finding others as replacement was a better idea. In the end, I just see that person as a good friend only, no more. I even sometimes hated myself why I couldn't fall for others. Why I should get stuck here.

Why?

Why?

Is it just an everlasting infatuation? Or something beyond that only when future arrives should I know..?

I even asked for advice, and some said it's just the devil's play. But why would it be this long, even when far apart?

Is it because of hope? But I thought hope wasn't what had been given when asked. But I always felt happy even with just a sight.

Why?

I hope for an answer that maybe feed my curiosity and soothe my heart. Though, I wouldn't think the answer won't be heard...